Around 600 people in the UK who require Total Parenteral Nutrition (TPN) to sustain their life, have faced major disruption to their supplies over the last eight weeks. Following a directive from the Medicines & Healthcare products Regulatory Agency (MHRA), Calea UK (one of the private companies contracted to supply TPN patients) was instructed to take immediate action to change their production processes. Calea’s TPN manufacturing was then reduced, leading to severe disruption to patients TPN supplies.

Part 1: Impact on Body, Mind and Living Life

Physical and Emotional Impact

To understand some of the impact, let me take you back in time a few years to before I was diagnosed with intestinal failure. For months I led my life experiencing severe pain, rapid weight loss, sickness, diarrhoea and then some. I had a chequered history of major surgery, but no one could tell me what was happening to me or why. Local doctors did basic investigations and ultimately said they couldn’t really help.

My body lived in starvation mode for months on end, becoming progressively malnourished, weak and underweight, until I became unable to function. When I finally reached my tertiary hospital, who had years of expertise, who were instantly familiar with what I was experiencing, it was a huge relief. It was still terribly hard, more investigations and tried and failed alternatives to TPN before coming to the right plan for me, but after a struggle I can never even have words for, I was finally turning a corner. I was terrified of TPN, it comes with daily serious risks and life with it isn’t easy, but it saved me. And that’s the thing, it is described (accurately) as life sustaining / supporting, but in the beginning for me it was lifesaving. At the start my Body Mass Index (BMI) was just 14.

What Calea have achieved is to turn this upside down. During the first six weeks, my body took a trip down visceral memory lane. Nausea and sickness that never fully left, exhaustion so soporific it cannot be fought against, weight loss, gut problems from changes in fluid balance, palpitations from electrolyte dysfunction and more.

It’s impossible to be dragged down that lane without it triggering the memories of the emotions that went alongside it. The fear, that your body is drastically out of your control, the hopelessness of being able to reign it back in without assistance i.e. the TPN, the irritability that comes with starvation, the frustration and distress that you are getting no further forward.

This is damaging well beyond the physical suffering. We are in a largely unique position of being kept alive by the wonders of modern medicine. I don’t know any TPN patient who isn’t supremely grateful for this and for their dedicated NHS teams who make this happen. TPN allows each person to live their best life…what that entails varies considerably, but the important thing is that when things are working as they should, it gives you that best opportunity. The sudden withdrawal of reliable deliveries of that life sustaining substance, is a brutal reminder of my dependency, not on the hardworking NHS, but on a private company. We live with life threatening risks every day, but to feel like your independence, quality of life and ultimately your life itself is hanging on a company’s actions/inaction is devastating. For me, that loss of trust has a long-term impact, that the restoration of TPN will not remove.

Impact on Day-to-day Functioning / Life as We Know It

Quality of life gets banded about a lot, but it is truly important to those with complex ill health. For me, I went from stable – symptoms and management each day, but able to manage – to very poorly. I was stuck at home in bed or in the bathroom, there was a knock-on impact on the symptoms from my other conditions. Like a lot of people who need TPN, I have other medical devices to care for. Doing so became incredibly difficult, there were days when I had to choose between having a shower or putting up fluids because I hadn’t the energy for both. It’s very easy to say go to your hospital, but beds in our specialist hospitals are hard to come by at the best of times and they simply don’t have the capacity for of all those affected by this crisis. Being in my local hospital, isn’t always a good place to be with complex needs, it becomes extremely stressful when staff are not familiar with things you deal with every day and my local hospital weren’t familiar with my condition in the first place.

In the first few weeks we were stuck at home because every single day we were told the TPN was coming (it didn’t for up to 8 days at a time) but we couldn’t risk missing it. This wasn’t 9-5 either, this was a potential delivery time between 7 am and 2am. There were usually between 3 and 5 phone conversations with Calea every day, sometimes waiting an hour to get through, waiting an hour for call backs or never getting a call back that was promised at all. The mental exhaustion of going over and over this process again and again was overwhelming in itself. It took over the lives of my whole household. Other phone calls, emails, and events were put on hold because nutrition had to come first. Time off work, taken at the last minute was spent waiting in for deliveries that never arrived. Friends were let down. Special occasions ruined. The impact spilled over into every aspect of our lives. Freedom went out the window.

Read on for Part 2: Impact on TPN Protocols and Practice

Further patient information and support can be found at PINNT

Though the Calea Crisis isn’t about having a Hickman Line or any other Central Venous Catheter per se, it relates to the lives of those living with these devices for the primary purpose of receiving Total Parenteral Nutrition (TPN). The situation is unprecedented, and we decided that the severity of the crisis, makes it important to highlight. Moreover, all of us living with any type of medical device rely on companies to supply us and can imagine how we might feel should those supplies suddenly cease or become erratic.